11/25/2012 - Experimented with pain tolerance today. baby's pain tolerance is low at the moment. baby took well over 25 middle-intensity swats with a leather paddle, and about 50 with a wooden ruler. Currently awaiting the arrival of Mommie's 18 delrin cane, hopefully next weekend Mommie will resume pain tolerance training with the prolonged usage of this cane.
12/2/2012 - baby learned the true importance of submission today. he learned what it would mean to him if he could no longer serve, and how devastated he would be without his service to Mommie. he also learned how deeply he wished his submission to Mommie Marshmallow to go, his need to be fully controlled by Her, his need to let go of his own needs and desires and let Hers govern his life every minute of every day.
12/15/2012 - OMG what a session! baby continued his pain tolerance today, beginning with the cane and ending with the paddle. baby took about 20 strokes with the cane, and about 150 with the paddle. baby's pain tolerance is considerably higher, and baby looks forward to more sessions, eventually lasting 2-3 hours in length, and with even greater force than was used tonight. baby may also have come close to reaching subspace, noting that even with ever-increasing intensity of the strokes, the pain was lessening and baby was feeling bizarre, and when Mommie stopped to ask baby if he was ok, all he could do was laugh. Although baby was ready and willing to continue, Mommie thought it best to move on to another activity and allow baby to recover. Mommie and baby made love, and also had very intense sex, afterward, during which time Mommie orgasmed at least 3 times, after which She commanded baby to climax inside Her. baby climaxed on command, an achievement which impressed him immensely since he never believed it possible. Mommie and baby cuddled afterwards, although it remains to be seen if this was enough aftercare to combat subdrop, if it occurs. All in all, a very intense and very rewarding session!
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